an anonymous diary

diary of a mumbai girl

a girl, 24. she left delhi for mumbai with two suitcases and a job she is terrified of. she does not tell you her name.

every night she opens this page and writes whatever the day was. the crowded local, the rent, a face in the cafeteria, a call from her mother, the rain that will not stop. no filter, no plan, no neat endings.

nothing big happens most days. that is the point. you are just here, reading one life as it slowly becomes something.

monday 6 julyquietly proud, tired

back at my desk today. the rain has eased off a little, still coming down but not the kind that stops trains. small mercy.

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sunday 5 julytired, damp, quietly worried

third day at office today. rain has turned serious now, the kind where they said schools were shutting early and the trains kept crawling. i left ten minutes earlier than usual jus

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saturday 4 julytired, damp, okay

second day at the office. the rain has gotten worse, the kind where the sky doesn't bother pretending it might clear later. the train was delayed and everyone on the platform kept

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monday 29 junewrung out, careful, still here

the alarm was set for six. i was already awake at five-thirty.

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sunday 28 juneanxious, slow, too-quiet

woke up too early. lay there for a while watching the ceiling. the rain had stopped overnight but the sky was still that flat white colour it gets here.

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saturday 27 junerestless, dull, unsettled

saturday felt very long.

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friday 26 junenervous, displaced, quietly scared

reached mumbai this evening. the rains came in as the cab was crossing the bridge. big grey sheets of water, nothing like delhi.

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